Driving by
Moonlight,
by Kristin Henderson, encourages readers to ask themselves
some of the following questions.
1) Kristin's cross-country road trip is a trip she's
been dreaming of taking since she was a teenager. Do you have a dream
trip? If you could take off by yourself, where would you go? Is your dream
trip a fantasy or could you actually make it happen?
2) The extraordinary measures Kristin undergoes to get
pregnant force her to ask herself why she wants children so badly. Have
you thought about why you do or do not want children? How far would you go
to have a biological child? Do you think your answer might be different at
different times in your life?
3) Like Kristin and Frank, many infertile couples are
confronted with insensitive questions and comments. When an infertile
couple is at their lowest point, even a simple, "Do you have
children?" can be a painfully loaded question. What would you say if
you found out someone was trying and failing to have a baby? If you were
infertile, what would you want someone to say to you?
4) Kristin feels guilty for spending money on expensive
infertility treatment when there are so many children in need of adoptive
families. If you were or are infertile, what choice would you make and
why? Do you think it's acceptable to spend money trying to have a
biological child when there are so many children without families? What is
the difference, if any, between adopting and giving birth to a
child?
5) At one point Kristin says, "It's bad karma to
judge other people's dreams." What do you think she meant by that?
Which hopes and dreams are worthy of respect and which are not? What do
you dream or hope for?
6) Driving by Moonlight is as much about Kristin's
inner, spiritual journey as it is about her outer, cross-country journey.
Describe your spiritual journey. When you were a child, what was your
concept of God (or whatever term you use to describe a higher power)? Do
you see God differently now? Have you ever questioned the religion (or
lack of religion) that you learned from your parents? If so, what happened
when you questioned it?
7) Kristin left the Lutheran Church to become a Quaker.
Do you agree or disagree with the Quaker testimony that there is
"That of God" in everyone? Do even terrorists have something of
God in them? How does it compare with your own beliefs? Do you agree or
disagree with the Quaker testimony that humanity is perfectible and can be
improved?
8) Frank felt betrayed when Kristin admitted she no
longer shared his faith in Jesus as a divine savior. To Frank, it was as
painful as if she'd admitted to having an affair. Why do you think it
mattered so much to him? Is there anything that matters that much to you?
What would it take for you to feel betrayed enough to consider ending a
relationship with someone? How did Frank resolve his feelings of betrayal?
Put yourself in his place -- what, if anything, would you have done
differently?
9) After 9/11, Kristin struggles with being a pacifist
when what she really wants is violent revenge. Nonviolent tactics were
successfully used by Gandhi to liberate India from Britain, and by Martin
Luther King Jr. to fight racist laws in America. Do you think those
nonviolent tactics could be used to resolve the world's conflicts today?
Why or why not? What kind of nonviolent tactics do you use to resolve
conflicts in your own life? Could any of those tactics be applied to the
larger world?
10) Towards the end of her trip, Kristin wonders if the
primal urge to make war is any more stoppable than the urge to make a
baby. What would have to change in our world for wars to be prevented? How
does your life contribute to or reduce the causes of war?
11) During their years of infertility treatment, Kristin
and Frank were often in conflict. What motivated Kristin to push so hard
to have a baby? What motivated Frank to resist? As you read the book,
whose side were you on, or could you see both sides? In the end, Kristin
essentially browbeat Frank into going along. If you were in their shoes,
how would you have resolved the conflict?
12) Kristin claims to be a pacifist, yet she drives a
car with very poor gas mileage, which increases America's need to fight
for oil. Do you think she should try to change such hypocritical behavior,
or are such contradictions just part of being human? What contradictions
do you have in your life?
13) Kristin describes
Washington DC as "home" whether or not she actually lives there.
What do you think of when you say "home"? Is it a place, a
person, a feeling, or something else?